Not Feeling Well

Have been really ill (as in, almost passed out ill) and I just hope I recover before my birthday. Never been ill on my birthday before and don’t want to set a new record. Everyone in my family is ill too and that sucks big time.

Already I feel an overwhelming sense of sadness before my birthday. Guess I just want to be happy so bad, just on that day or if I’m pressing my luck, that week, and I’m afraid I won’t be. Sounds so silly and indulgent, but it’s true. I wonder if anyone else out there feels that way around their birthday. But I’m not someone who doesn’t like birthday. I love them. It’s my favourite holiday of the year. There was one year I had to work on my birthday and be all stressed for an event (not a fun type of event but a super serious one) I was in charge of, and that sucked. So at least I won’t have that to worry about this year. But even then, that wasn’t my worst birthday, because B picked me up after the event and I was happy for the next few hours.

My happiest birthday memories included my father smiling at me and cracking his corny jokes. I knew that he was always happy to be with me and that alone totally made my day. I really do feel like I hit the jackpot when it comes to parents.

Anyway I hope to recover fully and be able to blog about new places and things. Been stuck at home for the past couple of days. Self quarantine. Don’t like spreading germs.

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Blogging about life in Singapore & recently cancer too.
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12 Responses to Not Feeling Well

  1. Lady J says:

    I hope you feel better soon. Wishing you a speedy recovery so that you can enjoy your birthday. And a Happy Birthday to you in advance.. wishing you joy and happiness as you celebrate the special day with your loved ones. 😉

  2. Karin says:

    Hope you and your family all feel well soon. I’m sick too. It sucks. Best wishes for your birthday and I hope you do have a lovely day.

  3. 365days2play says:

    Hope you feel better soon in time to celebrate your birthday! Eat lots of fruits!

    • bookjunkie says:

      thanks so much……am virtually enjoying your Scandinavian escapades

      yeah somehow when I’m ill…all I want is pear…pear tastes so good to me right now.

  4. Jayne says:

    Get well soon and have a great birthday! Don’t think about it and rest well, you’ll be fine by then. 😉

  5. Claudia says:

    Get well soon =)

    Happy Birthday in advance!!


  6. 365days2play says:

    Eat more pear then, that’s healthy.

  7. Crystal says:

    Hope your birthday went well.

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